I want to be skinny.
because i want to look cute with a belly bar.
because i want to look good in that little black dress.
because i want a cute butt.
because i want to sit down and have my stomach still be flat.
because i don’t want to have a muffin top.
because i want to be a successful before and after picture.
because i want someone to think i’m pretty.
because i want to have confidence.
no one will ever really understand how fucking un happy i am . i can tell you my whole life story , every detail every feeling . and you still wouldn’t understand , so why bother trying to talk to people ? i came into this life with just my mom , and i’ll continue it with just my mom . she doesn’t even fully understand me , but i know that she will always be there when i need her , i know she will love me unconditionally , and i know she would never break a promise . i hate everyone , and i want to just curl in a ball and cry/sleep for a good week .
